Hey, why were you here for such a short while then leave? Are you at a better place now?
We knew your existence on 7 Jun 16, we were happily planning. Never did I know the first time I see you will be our last time. I know you are very small and fragile. 13 Jun 16, see you on the ultrasound, so small and doctor told me that was blink, and that was your heart beat. But that was also something else we discover.
The cramp and bleed makes me nervous, I keep asking daddy, what should we do now? What can we do now? He told me to relax and just wait for you to grow stronger.
You didn’t stay, we don’t see on the ultrasound anymore, 20 Jun 16. Mama should have do more to protect you. I wish there was miracle, I wish I have done better to protect you. I don’t wanna lose you, I want you, baby. Sorry, my little angel. Mama always love you and you always inside my heart. I hope you be in a better place now.